The Sweet Escape

Thursday, February 22

I AM SUPER HAPPY. LIKE OVERJOYED AND RELIEVED.
but that was like twenty minutes ago, yup.

mummy allowed me to pon school tomorrow to go out with "bestfriend"[ahemahem],natalie,and abi.
daddy as usual was not supportive.

and then now suddenly mummy comes down while i'm STUDYING,YES STUDYING, in a bad mood, saying that i've been spending too much money.

sigh.let's digress a bit.
i'm actually studying after a looooonnngggg time.
well not really studying, but i'm doing some freaking maths,which is freaking pissing me off, cause it is freaking hard.
but it's fun to relive those days of studying, and burning the earlymorning oil, and the whole house is so quiet, and you feel as if no one is at home.
i so love this feeling.

and i totally hate the content of the subjects i am studying now.
seriously and honestly, i don't think i am cut out for college life.
but haiya, i just have to be discipline[like totally], and i just have to push myself v hard.
cause, as you all know it. i'm not smart,i'm like the stupidest in the family.
and to do well, i need to studystudystudy.
i'm not those who can don't study at all, and still score freaking high.

so yes, i have to grit my teeth and go thru jc life man.

this few days i've been getting v worried about release of schools.
aiyah, don't you think that in your life, alot of time goes to worrying.
worrying about this that, studies,school,your looks,how fat you are,the list goes on.
it's no fun la,personally.

worrying makes me have an outbreak of pimples.
but i'm really worrying about if i can get into MJ.
yes, i qualify,
but what is there are so many 8pointers,9pointers,who are aiming for MJ too.
then where does that leave me.

but at the back of my mind, i've already told God that MJ is my dream school, and i know he will provide,
but worrying sets in again and again.

runningiscool,we ran 2.4 for pe today,
very refreshing,casue it's been a while since i went for training.

sakae tomorrow. i cannot wait.
i'm so glad,cause finally, i wont be disappointing my friends.

wanted tto meet dearestsasa after meeting them, BUT she dump me for her friends.:(
haha.
and did i say that we have a super cool way of talking and communicating to each other.
haha.

eating a pineapple tart now.
FtotheAtotheTtotheSSS.
haha, it can also mean
FAT SSS.
fat sylvianne.
haha. i don't deny that i'm fat la.

okay, gonna get back to lovely work.
timecheck:1230am
timeout:0100am.

goodnight my lovelies.
lovelove,
SSS.

Last Updated @ 11:31 PM